Punk was moaning into my mouth now and his tongue had started to come alive against mine once more; in six days, he’d also picked up quite a lot of kissing technique, as well, and although I knew his ass still hurt from my dick ramming in and out of it brutally, I also knew the sensations were starting to feel good to him, too.puppies

I’m one of those guys with a very high natural libido; given the chance, I can fuck five or six times a day, and shoot pretty big loads every time I get off, too. You fuck a virgin kid of either gender two or three times, really hard, before you ever even say a word to them, and trust me, they’ll actually be grateful for a chance to suck your dick for you as an alternative to getting fucked again.

His yelling turned into one long drawn out high pitched scream as I rammed my dick up into his guts, interrupted only as I grunted and thrust hard again, then one more time, driving my dick further up him each time, until finally I was buried to the root in his hot tight velvety smooth vise of a boy cunt.

Naturally, Punk wasn’t anywhere near as hard to get up into today, after a six day road trip of steady buttfucking, as he had been when I’d first snatched him out of that alley nearly a week before. I honestly don’t know if I will ever find it in me to forgive my father,but hope I can one day because the pain he caused me is sometimes to much bare when I remember.

Probably the first ten times a kid gets fucked by an adult (especially butt fucked) it’s pretty awful for them. Love… fuckin… …

Hence, the abused child who grows up to be an adult who denies having been abused has the greatest risk of becoming an abuser. Or I could tell you about how Hoover discovered he really liked sucking dog dick, and he wound up blowing Boomtown pretty much any time no one else was using either one of them.

An emotionally abused child who does not, as an adult, face the truth of their childhood is in great danger of repeating the cycle of emotional abuse with his or her own children. Most kids won’t even remotely resist sucking a cock; there’s something instinctive about wanting a dick in your mouth for nearly everyone, and Punk was no exception.puppies

But adult survivors of childhood emotional abuse who awaken to the truth of their damaging childhood, and strive to do the opposite of what they have been taught will NOT emotionally abuse their children. I loved Punk, but Hole had these sweet little blue eyes that he’d flutter up at you, looking so innocent as he sucked your dick, yet doing it with a better technique than a 30 year old Denver prostitute.puppies

Black Hole would be black, of course, because Randall is a real red neck and he gets off on fucking black kids (he says ‘all niggers love to suck dick’ and is determined to prove it; I’m not wild about his language or attitudes, but we try to emphasize what brings us together… a mutual love of kiddie sex and rape… rather than what sets us apart).

That childhood abuse finally caught up with me. I was trying to run ahead of it. I worked a lot. I couldn’t figure out why until my very dear friend who held me today as I sobbed asked me if it was …

The other contests were for us… who could cum the most on a slut’s face, who could fuck the longest without cumming, and who had their slut best trained on arrival… that last one didn’t involve actual sex, but instead was about making your particular fuckmeat crawl around and bark like a dog and do various gross and degrading things like drink piss and lick the other boys’ asses for them and fuck themselves with whatever appropriate objects we had handy… beer bottles, pieces of kielbasa, wooden sticks.

I wouldn’t say he was exactly happy to suddenly find himself choking and gagging as a strange man forced a nice big hard throbbing cock into his mouth and throat over and over again, and he certainly wasn’t thrilled by his first experience guzzling sperm, but he gulped most of it down anyway without even being told he had to.puppies

His yelling turned into one long drawn out high pitched scream as I rammed my dick up into his guts, interrupted only as I grunted and thrust hard again, then one more time, driving my dick further up him each time, until finally I was buried to the root in his hot tight velvety smooth vise of a boy cunt.

I could tell you how Princess and Punk stayed under the table all day Sunday while we played poker and just sucked cock all day long, moving from one person to the next, and how they must have both swallowed a gallon of cum that day, or how Mike got aggravated with Cookie Monster because he just wouldn’t stop crying whenever someone fucked him, so he cashed out of the poker game and fucked the five year old four times over the next two hours, forcing Cookie Monster to clean his cock …