Hence, the abused child who grows up to be an adult who denies having been abused has the greatest risk of becoming an abuser. Or I could tell you about how Hoover discovered he really liked sucking dog dick, and he wound up blowing Boomtown pretty much any time no one else was using either one of them.
An emotionally abused child who does not, as an adult, face the truth of their childhood is in great danger of repeating the cycle of emotional abuse with his or her own children. Most kids won’t even remotely resist sucking a cock; there’s something instinctive about wanting a dick in your mouth for nearly everyone, and Punk was no exception.
But adult survivors of childhood emotional abuse who awaken to the truth of their damaging childhood, and strive to do the opposite of what they have been taught will NOT emotionally abuse their children. I loved Punk, but Hole had these sweet little blue eyes that he’d flutter up at you, looking so innocent as he sucked your dick, yet doing it with a better technique than a 30 year old Denver prostitute.
Black Hole would be black, of course, because Randall is a real red neck and he gets off on fucking black kids (he says ‘all niggers love to suck dick’ and is determined to prove it; I’m not wild about his language or attitudes, but we try to emphasize what brings us together… a mutual love of kiddie sex and rape… rather than what sets us apart).
That childhood abuse finally caught up with me. I was trying to run ahead of it. I worked a lot. I couldn’t figure out why until my very dear friend who held me today as I sobbed asked me if it was possible if I had been emotionally abused by my mother when I was a child.